As the tears roll down

As the tears roll down, I wish I could say why. If people knew what I know, if they felt what I felt, they'd understand.
As the tears roll down, I think that perhaps we'll lose touch and everything we gained.
As the tears roll down, I wish that it was right and happened.
As the tears roll down, I know that I've been blessed to later be cursed.
As the tears roll down, I'm afraid of the future.
As the tears roll down, I know of my dark desires. They'll bring my ruin